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Originally Posted by silver_queen
i think yellowted is right. From what you say, it sounds you had no other option but to declare bankruptcy. This is not the end of the world, nor are you the only person to have to do it, as the numbers of people declaring bankruptcy are rising. It sounds like some of your stress is being caused by your wife blaming you rather than her trying to co-operate with you. This may be her way of coping with the event rather than her really believing you are to blame. Can you discuss this with anyone? I am sure there will be debt helplines who may be able to give advice.
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Thank you, silver-queen. Yes, there are people to talk to. I've spoken with the debt counselors and tomorrow have an appointment to talk with a bankruptcy attorney. And yes, what you say is absolutely true: millions of Americans today are being forced to do bankruptcy because they're either out of work (like myself) or have had their income cut by very significant percentages.
We're really very lucky, in a sense. Lucky not to have fallen onto hard times until we qualified for social security. The people who are really,
really suffering are those in their forties and fifties who are facing the same kind of situation without the safety net. So I really shouldn't in any way feel sorry for myself or ourselves.
My wife's problem is a real problem: it's TERRIBLE to be
totally dependent on another person, in this case, me. For most of her life, my wife was a trained, professional graphic and package designer. She now not only has diabetes and a serious heart condition, but is on the (very much, alas) downward road of either Alzheimer's or plain old dementia. And though I know she really doesn't want to think about it, she knows it's there, and that fear (along with her great fear of death - which I do not share) added to the economic fear is just too much, so she lashes out at me. And though her lashing out makes me feel really, really lousy, I can't help but understand and empathize with her situation. Thank you for your post. Take care!
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