I don't know what is wrong with me.
I think this forum is getting to me. I don't understand it.
It's nothing anyone else is doing, it's how I respond to it.
This is not helping to make me feel better, it's making me feel worst about myself.
I'm not feeling sorry for myself, I'm seeing a side of me I really don't like on this forum. I'm not a very nice person, am I?
I suppose I'm the same way IRL, too.
Well, IRL I don't get as wigged out by things because it's in real life. I can see what's before me and know that it's real. Know what I mean?
I apologize for my behavior. It was uncalled for and I really should learn to think before writing anything.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I'm soooo mad at myself.
I feel awful.