Yip that's right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No this was before I told them I had an episode on the 7th Jan.

I had a meeting regarding 2 risk assessments for me for when I am manic and depressed. My Area Manager has said she can not have me in work when I am like that as I am caring for people with Autism and my moods are so unpredictable. We sat and spoke and I gave her permission to write to both my GP and Psychiatrist and get a report from them. She has told me I am now officially on special leave which will be noted in work as annual leave and this will be for at least 2 weeks but could be longer. I am so upset and anger. I cried. All I have done is cry.

I dont want this anymore... my life is more complicated then ever before and now I feel like the world is saying I am ill. No one see's the fact that I have been fine and have dealt ON MY OWN with the hypo-mania.

I feel like my life is f£$%ed up

Had a sleep for about 2 hours which is fine... feeling a bit better but still angry. Haven't even been able to read the notes I was given nearly 7 hours ago. Everytime I think about it I wanna be sick