((((((((((((Laura)))))))))))) I'm really sorry Do you have another appointment lined up with your psychiatrist?? Maybe if you think of using this time off work to really try and get your medication sorted out (not that you haven't been trying already. I don't mean that. But perhaps now, without the stress of work, it might be easier to explore some other medication possibilities??)

Big hugs to you (((((((((Laura)))))))))))