told my t yesterday in an email about s/i-ing. thought she wouldnt like hearing it. and wouldnt work with those issues. but she seems ok with it. guess ill know better when i go to my appointment.

right now im so anxious and nervous about what i did. and scared of seeing her. she says its a big deal. glad i told her so i dont have to keep it a secret anymore. i want going to t to work. so i gotta start taking some chances.

if this goes ok it will make it easier to tell something else. i can see that now.