{{{sky and jax}}}

Sky--I think my standards and expectations are higher than the hotlines are capable (at present) to provide as well. I wasn't feeling completely suicidal...but was told that I could call even if I wasn't...guess not o.O *bitter laugh*

Thank you Jax

At least I learned something, next time I feel that bad I will come HERE, where I've gotten support from people who truly care already--during down and Really down moments. =)