Alias, thanks for all of your comments you have no idea the weight lifted off me knowing you have had some similar experiences. I think that you were treated wrongly by your mom and stepfather hiding a child, thats such a part of him. So confusing you think you know someone but we only know the part of someone they choose to let you know. But with your mother, it is sad when you overhear a truth but then when mentioned its like oh no honey..I was only joking. Dad used to tell me if he didnt like some opinion I had that my thoughts were not so and I was being Paranoid! Wow, that would hurt me because I was stable on my meds and seeing/hearing realistically..come to think of it he has never cared to hear my thoughts without critizising them.

Thanks for Positive Thoughts,


Rain