Animalistic? me too

I'm tiny, 1.5 meters and only weigh 45kgs but when I lose it, the incredible hunk can go jump in a lake...

I've stabbed 2 people ( not my proudest moments, but I was provoked) Luckily no charges were pressed. I've torn up my room to get rid of the rage, I've beaten up my brother, and got into random fights over the last ten years...

Normally, I'm an outgoing friendly 26 year old woman, thank God for meds, I haven't been enraged for quite some time

Embarrassment toward my behavior? definitely, especially since I get the details elsewhere b/c I tend to black out when enraged. Remorse? Yes!

Your wife is not alone, there are those of us who understand, I hope she gets the help she needs and deserves, you guys deserve to be happy...