So, I am not drinking and I am extremely grateful for a that as I got one of those reminders of what happens IF I choose to drink again. The stress in my life has been significantly higher the last few weeks. Therefore my program got put on the back burner...man I hate when I do that because then I feel absolutely crazy when I come back to my normal routine...including meetings, calling my sponsor, etc. So this week has been one of those times where I am getting back to my normal routine and I feel absolutely CRAZY. Anyway I trust that God will help me get back into the groove of things again and look at things honestly as I am doing one heck of an inventory on the last few weeks. I love this program as it has saved my life...now working my way from just not drinking and some step work to happy, joyous and free. I thank god for the sponsor I have she is exactly what I need now at this time in my life. Sorry just ramblings.