I find it interesting that I can crave the attention so much, want it so badly that it hurts but when I get it I want to run away from it and hide in a hole somewhere because it becomes scarey like being swallowed up.
Carrie

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueler then I've been to me.
I am sorry to myself, my apologies begin here before everybody else.
I am sorry to myself, for treating me worse then I would anybody else. --Alanis Moresette