I had to recently (spelling) change pdoc over the past six months and I am feeling a bit lost. I was with my previous one for 7 years and I actually think I miss her?? As much as I despised her for telling me the way it was, hospitilizing me for every major swing ("its for your safety") and drove me to tears at some appointments, I still miss her. The new pdoc wants to change all my medications to "his way of thinking" and I find I dont even want to go to my appointments.. PS I have an appoint sat...and have already come up with about 40 reasons I CANT go, I even planned on being terribly ill tomorrow. His last advised after I told him I was tired of taking so many medications everyday and the side effects where always such a downer was to try fish oil. "natural rememdy for mood stabilization" his words......and btw you have to take 4 tablets 6x a day! WTF??????? Why in the world would I change out a twice a day tablet for 6x a day, I have enough troubles with keeping to my 2x a day responsibility. As for the reduced side effects - I "might get a fishy breath smell" NOT!

Anyway - just wanted to vent that out....thanks for reading (listening)