what hinders me rite now is my husband calling (separated) & telling me his feelings & issues when he needs to reach out for help & do that with a trusted mentor which hes never been good at asking 4 help or even admitting he needs it we cant be together hes too toxic 4 me mentally & physically my health suffers cuz hes got narcissistic & sociopath type tendencies in other words verbal abuse & mental & also he cant stay away from drinkin & refuses to be man enuff to tell certain people to stay away & he stays miserable no matter what & living with someone like that especially if ur in a fragile mental state anyways makes it worse so thats whats bothering me rite now