I knew I had a problem with alcohol a long time ago, and I stopped on my own. Recently I had a relapse, and I decided to check into detox, and I'm now in a day program. When I stopped on my own, it was almost easy, I just stopped and that was it.
Now that I relapsed, it's so much harder. I've been getting help, I go to a day detox program 5 days a week and it is helping. But I just want that drink so much more now than ever. I was so close to just buying a drink today, I just just can't understand it all.