i was fully manic on 80mg, but i was telling everyone i was fine! Because i had too much to do for them to realise i was ill. It was only when i actually attempted suicide, i had to admit what the citalopram was doing to me, it was prescribed by my GP so there was no pdoc or careworker like i have now to actually keep an eye on me.
He said that if i go on 50mg of seroquel it wont do anything at all, so the other option is to have a week of 100mg and then go up, but then i had an anxiety attack because i felt like he wasnt giving me the option and i was terrified of going to sleep. Thats calmed down now and i'm not so scared, but i still think i would be better suited to the abilify.