I'm really sorry to hear what you have gone through....
I'm sure helping people is a great thing..
And u seem to be a really nice guy..
And i really admire u for being of such a good helping nature..
Just don't expect any thing from those whom u help..
Things will be fine.. let others help u out sometimes too..
ok.. u write poems.. that's so good to hear.. u can write poems in the creative forum here..
I will be looking forward to read ur poems.. tkcr.. god bless