I just had a wave of emotion, a sudden rush of worrying, cried, scared out of my mind of a worst case scenario (that the guy I like doesn't like me at all and is just playing with my emotions for the hell of it). This isn't even in his personality, I've known him for a while so I know.. but a little thing happened, he stopped responding on msn. He first told me that he had nothing more to do so we could talk, bu then a moment later, a friend who's a girl showed up at his house (which hit me hard) and suddenly I'm invisible. He wont respond, he's not saying anything, it's scaring me shitless. A friend of mine is pleading with me to calm down as I'm just exploding with all this hyper-negativity, I want to cry, feel like I'm gonna get sick, the tremblings are making it almost impossible to talk properly... but my mind is racing and I can't stop all the horrible things that could happen.. I want to run away, stop talking to the guy I like so I wouldn't have to be humiliated when he comes back and tells me it was all a lie... But I'm being told I can't just jump to a conclusion and run away, but it's so much easier that way.. I don't think I could take another break up or whatever it would be, I feel like my mental stability will shatter if I go through that again.. I'm scared of what I might find out..