Woke up in a very up mood very very happy. Normal is depressed. Got up at 5:00 in the morning, was on my son's doorstep at 7:30 in the morning to get cigerettes, Ex was not the happiest to be woken, but said his alarm was set for 5 am. So He should have been up. Early mornings are not the norm unless I have to work a first. So surprise number one. Walked there, surprise number two. Sat and had coffee with him and smoked his ciggs (ha!) then began dancing and pacing back and forth, texting back and forth with hubby on when he was picking me up, all bubbly and HAPPY! And the happy felt so good until I thought about what a down turn it could take. By lunch it was wearing off, grocerie shopping, going downhill but still a bit upbeat for my daughters art show, now that depressed feeling again, but not bad. A little bit of an up and down day. It is funny when you feel suddenly so very happy for no good reason, and wonder is there something wrong with this picture. Hubby said hold on to what you feel now, for when you are down again. Even keel would be nice. a nice steady low level happy would be great.