I will take any advice at this point. I am trying to figure out what to do and where to go from here. I have to go back to see a T but I am finding every excuse in the book to not go. And yet, I totally found something that was totally logical...and not an excuse. I found a reason that was valid. What to do? Why should I go, what are the pros if they are going to only bring me down? People can only go through change if they have people to support them, what if I am out of the support that I need where I am at?