I am very sorry that I've offended people here..I'm just very sad that I have no family to celebrate Christmas with.
New Jersey DYFS took me from my mom when I was twelve"Oh her mom's an alcoholic she'll end up an alcoholic too"...and I only got to see her ONCE since then in 1979...and she passed on in 1988 and I did not even get to go to her funeral, like it was too much trouble for my sister to make arrangements to fly me to Florida to say goodbye to Mom, or that I'd have some kind of 'breakdown' if I got to say goodbye and have some closure...And the holidays are hard too because I have no real family to celebrate with..like mostly everyone else I know...I hate the fact that someone thought 'like mother like daughter' and broke up my family...Obviously no one at DYFS thought about MY feelings while trying to 'protect' me...I'm crying my eyes out right now...