Woke up yesterday elated and bursting with energy, Happy as all go out for quite awhile At five in the morning which is not my norm, nor is the happy feeling, nothing could bother me today I thought. I went and walked over to my son's house and woke my ex for cigs, drank coffee with him, then started to pace back and forth and dance to the music he was playing for our son. Texting my husband every five minutes to say I love you, and when are you picking me up. Ok lunch still happy but calming down, Groceries, more calm, not so elated. Daughters art show, ok but mood going down, to depression again. Not severe. But now it's been 26 hours since I have slept and that's with sleeping pills. Mild mania? mixed state, mild? is there such a thing. And why Can't I just lay down and go to sleep without my mind racing a thousand miles an hour and everyone in the universe talking in my head? Take Celexa, klonopin and Geodon, which is what she says should stabalize my mood.
Just called the doctor to tell her meds were working no more depression.