Thank you so much for your support. It's like your hearts and arms reached out to me. Woke up and was informed he cancelled his lunch all on his own. That doesn't remove the other obstacles. It's gonna be hard because he's always treated me like a wonderful, loving woman (just doesn't know not to share the ugly stuff). So he will be around. I'm leaving when he's out to stay safe (advice from the crisis counselor). He's never been anything but a gentlemen except in sharing in that way. This is not to say I'm not leaving because I am. But it gives me the opportunity to say goodbye to him in my own way.

Had she not warped him the way she did, this guy would be a keeper. I do love him, but I will just have to carry him in my heart in the future.

I'll keep you updated on my progress.

Just wanted to get back to you and let you know I'm doing much better and will let you know when I leave and then it will hurt like hell because dispite the sex stuff, yes, this guy is a keeper.

Thank you all for reading the nasty stuff above. I know it was hard to read.

Just goes to show you, this is a great place in all ways, but a life saver when life hands you lemmons. You all have really come through for me.

Cyber kisses and hugs.