I just realized that I am a raving, control freak, *****. I can be so bossy and mean. I know there are reasons, which is why I am in therapy, but this knowledge does not help me. Now I hate myself more and don't know what to do.
Sorry, I just needed to vent. You don't need to reply. (I'm also good at twisting the positive into the negative!)
Love ya and HUGS!