Abby,

Welcome to the forums! I'm glad you found us. A lot of good advice and input you've gotten from the others, but the best is to keep on trying to find a doctor or therapist that you are in tune with. You can't give up on this Abby, this your life and you deserve the best there is out there. I got lucky and found a good therapist the first time, but if he wouldn't have been acting in my best interests, I would have found someone else in a heartbeat. Just like in any profession, Mental Health has good doctors, and really bad ones. But if you give up on finding a doctor who's good for you, then in my opinion you're giving up on you. I hope you don't do that.

All my best wishes,
bp

"When you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you dance."