sorry about how your feeling rainbow...its hard to tell if its "tired" or "depressed" from so litttle information but, i sure hope all of this gets better for you.
i've dealt with that too...wondering if I was tired cuz i was depressed.? yep
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A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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"You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson)