Don't ever be ashamed, be proud of yourself for facing this every single day. I hope you find a doctor soon so you can find the right balance of meds. And always remember there are people here who hear you and understand. Lots of peaceful vibes coming your way..
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"Better not look down, if you want to keep on flying
Put the hammer down, keep it full speed ahead
Better not look back, or you might just wind up crying
You can keep it moving, if you don't look down" - B.B. King
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