MAWL, on leave till June I would never make it, no matter how attached to that T I was; I'd have to find another. In the meantime perhaps yr T would give you some phone sessions or at least some phone calls to help you transition; it seems strange to me that she'd just come to term without making this sort of arrangement. (I mean no criticism, it's just that a 4 month absence seems insurmountable to me). Having said all this - I hope the delivery went well and that she & baby are doing well.