it as expected; everyone else in my life has walked out on me. but my current friends, once they learned i was on meds, "we just cant handle someone on psychotropic meds right now" spells it out clear.

my chronic fear of abandonment grows with every syllable. and the last friends i ever had, which i thought were the best i ever had... throw me to the wolves.

i really see no point in trying to make friends anymore. they're all going to walk out on me.