Abby,
honey you did not need that.. My opion would be get a second doctor one that will listen and one that will read your Dairy,, 'Therapist will do that. she can referre you to one, or you can go out on your own and get that help ..
I am not understanding what is deperssion you. I may have missed something

I tend to do that a lot latey..
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