Finally after trying many medications and therapy, I'm starting to feel better. I didn't even know I was depressed until my family dr. sent me to psychiatrist for anxiety and after talking, she diagnosed depression as well. Anyhow, my last appt with her was last week and I don't go back for 3 months. For the last 3 years (since I've been going there), I've had appt's every month or sometimes in 2 months. I can't get her out of my mind. It's like I have an emotional attachment to her. I think about her very very often, wonder what she's doing, etc. I'm female and it's not like I have a crush or anything like that. I called her last Friday for a question about my medicine and left a message but she hasn't called back yet. It's a stupid question and I think I know the answer, but I just want to hear her voice. How stupid is this!? How can I turn these feelings around and not think of her on a personal basis? If my phone rings on Monday, I probably won't even answer it. By the way, I've also received therapy but these feelings are new and cannot share them with the therapist either. I hope someone hear has advice for me. Thanks.
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