Thanks, Oceanwave. I'll see what this week brings. I'm not in constant pain and it may be a muscle thing or sciatica. It hurts to bend and to sit for a long time, but it's better than a few months ago. I can't stand up all the time, LOL! Sorry if TMI. I'm embarrassed to go back to my dr. about this.

My feelings are still confusing. I don't know if I'm angry with my T or not. I have too much to talk about for one session!