I am indeed reading, I have to much time on my hands to not and I will make your book a top priority. As for the question, well, looks like I might be done looking for answers, at least for now. I have some house keeping to do inside my own head. I doubt she will ever decide to manage her illness, that was just something I was praying for. She is a wonderful person until those nasty delusions take over and then it is every man for himself. I think I may have found a task equally as difficult as the one that I asked of her, mine is to give up and realize I am powerless. Not easy for a ripping A personality.