So I'm officially UP, bet that's gotta do with the fact that I have NOT been medicating diligently, and the fact that I love it...(the mania)

SO Last night I had some intense convo's with 2 guys ( who i used to know way back when we were kids) anywAy... I found myself seriously considering hooking up with 1, or both of these guys...

Now i have a significant other, but he's not my official anything except best friend (it's simple yet complicated) and being the rock he is, I called him an told him what my sick mind was planning!!!! He brought me back to reality with a thump, THANK GOD!

I mean geez I'm not into the whole casual thing, it's just not me, Although I have done it once or twice ( thrice actually) before being dxd....

WTF is wrong with me? I know I wanna get laid, but that's what my "friend" is for, I nearly screwed up BIG time...

Just needed to be honest where I'd be understood...