I am amazed how much I relate to your feelings. I am unable to express myself as well as you do. But I feel the sting of being alone in a full room. I also can't feel the sting of a razor. I might not be able to provide any comfort to you cause I never post but I read almost daily and you are an amazing woman. You can't believe it cause you are so sick. Please give yourself another chance to get better. You will get better. I admire your strength and good heart you show others. Thank you the inspiration you have provided me without even knowing it. See how special you are?
Courtney