Hi Jane and thank you for your reply. Yes, I did endure alot of abuse from my father as a child and even as an adult. Certain things that he did and said are burned into my memories and my soul and will never be forgotten.

The intrusive thoughts that I have do make me feel sad, ashamed and guilty. I do not beleive that they have to do with a repressed memory. Although, in the past few months I have remembered something that my father did.

I am currently on medication (for depression) that does help with the thoughts but unfortunatly nothing is 100 %.

I appreciate your response and support for me. Take care and thank you for your prayers.


Huggles,


Jen