It is very disheartening. As if having our emotions stretched to the highs and lows of the earth isnt enough.... those we love say such hurtful things sometimes which in turn just makes us "lose control" so to speak. Yet I worry why some people, knowing the end result and the hell we have to go through to get back to the "beginning" of the 'roller coaster' ride, think it necessary to continue to put people through that ride by saying such hurtful things in the first place..



It is VERY good to be getting to get out, have fun, and do stuff. I think you're going through some Lamictal issues right now.... hopefully the "crud" is just that and not medicine related. It always feels good to.... "feel good" once in awhile...