Thank you for your concern, Donna. although I know I'm not comfortable at my mothers house, which has to do with my child hood abuse. I know that I am alot older now and I highly doubt that he would attempt anything. just my sub-consious mind filling up my head with old GARBAGE that I wish to forget. but in a way,Yes he does trigger me. my moms just stubburn and oldschool, Although at times she may not understand me it's b/c we are too alike. she is a great mother and I wouldn't exchange her for the world. I don't blame her for what happened in the past. In some ways I know she has men Issues and she has been threw alot within her years. she's been with this guy for a little over 6 yrs, he treats her very well and doesn't hit her and he's not around that much.so I respect him for that. Most of the time I just feel very insecure around any man. at times even my boyfriend who is my best friend. I will be moving out in March. my boyfriend and I will be buying a condo. so, starting Jan. 2. I will be back in the Automotive industrie/ only for a short while till I pick myself back up. where I;m going I know I'll be treated with respect and not like a pion. again thank you so much for your concern it means the world to me.

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth & love have always won. there have been tyrants & murderers, and for a time they can be invincible, but in the end they always fall.think of it... always. Mohandas Gandhi...