Wow...you left it difficult for speculation to prevail lol ...cause the wanting to dress like a guy...then finding guys hott...hmm....maybe just a bit of a classic tomboy? Idk.I am tempted to say you were male in a past life ...but thats such a controversial issue for those who don't agree with numerology,and by profession,that's what I am. You won't find many people who hold my views in that realm lol.Ahh well....just food for thought lol(((((Hanners & Novemberhearts))))))May happiness prevail in your hearts whichever form it takes on!