lonegael.. You aren't being harsh.. You are being "honest" and straight to the point, which is a good thing. I am at the place where I can hear the truth... and I appreciate the truth being said..

I think the only time he flips out is when he is drinking. And I do keep my cell phone close by. He has till the end of the month to leave so he will still be here. I am downstairs he is upstairs and a door separates us. I don't see him everyday. I rarely if ever venture upstairs. Although he does come down stairs to eat.

I am safe, so be assured I am ok... AM just tired from the stress and his rages towards me which can be scary. I did go outside to get away from him when he was flipping out and he locked the door on me.. Next time will remember to wear a coat.. ooooo it was so cold at 3am... but he unlocked the door after a few minutes... When someone is as "crazed" as AJ was the other night, I know to not even to whisper a word, and I know to remove myself from his presence..which I did,

huggggs and thank you for all of your support.. i really do appreciate it... I also appreciate everyone that has responded... is helping me to stay strong and not withdrawl.. thank you everyone...