Sannah - you do have a lot of valid points. Maybe I need to just slow down and go with the ride... I am not the most patient of people and tend to push myself and others.

"care" and me are a very difficult concept, as there's not one real time where 'care' wasn't available to me. I think I chose to step back from my parents (For no real reason) and now am battling with the perceived lack of caring. And I need my boyfriend to care for me.

Omers and Elana - sorry you're battling with the same things. I'm a PM away and happy to talk about it