my case manager comes to see me every 2 weeks. I didnt feel like talking to her. She is nice and everything but I just didnt feel up to it today. I called and left her a voicemail saying I wasnt feeling good. I'm not. I dont feel good emotionally or mentally. But I said it like I had the flu.I didnt want to have to answer questions. I just wanted to be left alone today. I feel bad for lieing to her in a way though. I dont lie. I dont like it when someone lies to me and I dont like doing it to them either. What is wrong with me? Why do I have to feel this way?