What hinders me is things in the past. A past relationship when i was with my first love. That really hurt me to the core. Now i compare every guy i dated to him, thinking they will do the same thing that he did to me. Im in a relationship now and it's not doing well because scared he will do me the same way. Something that had happen in the past, that i have store in my mind cabinet never to see the light of day that pops up into my mind recently. Things at work with my boss, a whole another subject. And many more. I ready to let it all go and start fresh for the new year.