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Hi ~ From what you've said, it sounds like you're VERY unhappy at home. Things must be very bad for you there. Can you talk to your husband about it, or is he part of the problem??
How about going to therapy and trying to find a way to get your POWER back? That's what I did ~ I felt like i was being swallowed up by people. My husband was controlling, my boss was being "abusive," my co-workers didn't like me because I was too weak, and I was just disappearing!! So I went to see a psychologist, and she was wonderful!! She showed me how I could stand up for myself and get my power back. It doesn't matter if people don't like me -- *I* like me. LOL I no longer let people walk all over me -- I set boundaries. It feels great.
You can do that too! How about talking to someone?? No, it's not "normal" to feel like this. Someone has stomped on your self-esteem!! You need to build it back up again -- and it takes help sometimes. I wish you the very best of luck. I hope you will call someone ~ please keep us posted, ok? Hugs, Lee
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