I was thinking of killing myself. I have been thinking about it for a little while and really don't know what is the best way to go about doing it. I called two of my "best freinds" and of course they didn't pick up because one is busy with medical school and the other with work and her international boyfriend. I don't have anyone to talk to. I feel alone. I am 28 years old with no career, no friends, no apartment, and no boyfriend. I didn't think life was going to be like this at this age. I thought I would be married and have a job I like and maybe pursuing a film career. I feel like a loser. I don't have the life of a woman in the city in her 20's. I don't go out and I always worry about money.