Saturday my h got in line at the wal-mart and the next thing I knew there was a woman holding a baby that was running up to me crying and yelling my name. It was someone that I hadden seen in 6 years ( as she say's, I can't keep track of time in any form).

We meet when she was 16 and I was 19 at our first jobs, of all places Wal-Mart. We were great friends and did everything together for years. When she started college she talked me into going as well. I wasn't able to drive at the time because of panic attacks so she took me to school everyday. She even walked me to my first class because I was so nervous. She graduated college before me and after she graduated we kind of lost touch with each other since we weren't going to school and hanging out together. And by this time we were both married and had tons of things happening in our lives.

But saturday we talked at the store and could of sat down and talked for hours more if we had the time. She emailed me today and we sat up friday to met for lunch since we work really close to each other.

Just seems like all at once things are starting to get better. I have my best friend coming back into my life at a time I need her the most. ( she know's about the abuse, just not the DID ) If I called Mel in the middle of the night I know that she would be at my house with in minutes. I'm just happy that she's back in my life and that she is interested in having the friendship back that we both enjoyed.

And my other good new is that my H got a job on campus. It's just part time but his professor thought enough about him to ask him if he wanted the job. And he is also going to be working on the college TV station 3 days a week now as well. So he's going to be very busy from now on.

So this is my monday. Now all I have to do is work through the overload of emotions I've had. Think it's all coming up because T is wanting to work on them when we go back next month. This is something I've been putting off for a extremely long time. Feeling emotions is something I have lots of trouble with that T wants me to face. I can feel everything moving to the surface.

Monty