I see a new meds person tomorrow. My T asked me today what I wanted from new meds NP. What do I want? What should I want?

I know while lithium is good for keeping me from Sui depression, it is making me sleep too much, and think too slow. People are noticing. Not to mention the horrific tremor that propranolol isn't really helping. Of course my old meds person prescribed tiny doses.... I end up feeling depressed but not swinging.I don't know what to do. Propranolol has depression as a side effect!

My sleep is all over the place. While I sleep a lot, it's not restorative. I wake up a lot and feel like a vampire sucked out all my blood when I do get up for the day. Lunesta sometimes helps sometimes not.

I also want another child someday. What changes would I need to make based upon real evidence, not just "that could be dangerous" crap that is fed to too many people.

I would love to try lamictal again but it would be a very long titration up to a good dose.

I dunno. Maybe this is the best it gets.