To be able to see and hear that your mom realizes it should have been different for you--that she should have been different--is very powerful.

It's a shame and a sadness that we cant undo the traumas of being hurt and scared, but having them acknowledged is something. Her being able to see that she should have come to get you is what really stood out to me; it shows both that she understood how scared and alone you must have been, and how her role should have been to protect you on that walk.

You have a wonderful perspective on this. I am glad you had this conversation, this wonderful surprise that gives you a glimpse into a different picture.