Rainbow, it sounds like you have a wonderful T!

I'm so glad you had a good session. That is so great that she said you could take a walk together...I took a walk with my old T and it was a nice change. I think its great she is going to answer an email for you and give you that contact you need..even if it is just a small amount. I think the greatest part is when she asked you what you needed and held your hand...that must have felt amazing to get that connection for a bit.

This may be a little "out there", but it seems like the "theme" of your session was validation. She validated your fantasy of taking a walk with her, she validated your need for a response to the email by giving you one a week, and she validated your feelings at the end by asking what you needed, sitting next to you and taking your hand. Again, maybe I'm making something out of nothing, but that just kinda jumped out at me. I know that for me, I am always looking for someone to validate my feelings and understand what I want. It is always such a relief when my T confirms my hurt and pain and then can say things I need to hear.