I have only met this woman twice. Yet, I missed her last Monday because she was all booked up. I ended up giving myself a headache. Today, I show up and she is out sick. So, I can't see her until early January. Why do I miss a person that I have only met twice? She has a cool way of sootheing my worrying. I like that. I don't seem to be as good at that as I usually am. Did any of you miss your T when you had only met him/her twice? I had a worry that I wanted to share with her. Why do I feel a bit dependent on talking to a person that I have hardly met before? I just don't feel like I can share some of my worries with others because of their oddities and the tie in to my past therapy which I haven't told many people about. Why can't I sleep for more than five hours?
Sorry about the ranting. I just need to rant some. Well I better get back to work on my final.