I'm been through a whole bunch of pdocs during the last 10 years. I just want one who seems human, you know? And who isn't arrogant! Is that asking too much?

I like the one I have now. My T works with her, and she consults with her sometime about me. The pdoc seems sort of distracted sometimes, but having a T I like in the same office makes up for it.

Please try not to worry. (Ha! Like I'm the one to give THAT advise!) You know this person and do have an appointment. I know from personal experience that anxiety can affect sleep and cause restlessness. In fact, I take Klonopin to deal with that, too. How about trying some things in the meantime that you find comforting? Maybe enjoyable, relaxing music; grooming your horse; nice warm bubble baths; a fun book; humorous shows; even splurging for a massage or something like that!

You will be okay, dear one. And know that you have friends who care!