Also, I did see another theatre group today, but when I went there I was sort of disappointed. The previous one (lets call it the cult group)... was a little more maintained as in it was a lot cleaner and seemed more happy...
this one was in a shabby place, not very clean and looked awfully sad with just one light hanging on the roof.. but why is all this making me sad?

Maybe after i got angry leaving the cult group, I made it a goal to find a better one and got disappointed when this new one didn't turn out to be better?